By day, we work, raise kids and fight Against all forces evil and chaotic And mostly we sleep like dead at night Content, unworried and exhausted Some nights, awake, we pace the rooms Or load magazines compulsively Wondering when the fight will come Or if we'd surrender without trying When friends are asleep to email or phones When favorite books don't comfort at all Then angst comes, sees and conquers Thus triumphs again insomnia My friends are asleep, resting easy tonight Deaf to the panicked cries of my heart Raindrops drum on the roof outside I crawl into bed feeling worked up Six in the morning, I fall asleep To nasty, apocalyptic dreams To nightmares rare and bloody Which reality has inspired Someday I will sight my demons and then I shall rest unmolested once they have been slain The only reminder of the potent past troubles Will be their heads, stuffed and mounted